7 - Conversation About Channeling
why does it seem only some people can 'channel, when it feels like so many more want the information than are allowing it through?
you, the individual you, are focused on wanting answers to questions in a way that can make sense when explained to others. you say you don't want to be a teacher, but that's not entirely true. you deeply want to be understood. this makes sense to you. you want it in a way you can explain it to someone else. thus, you get answers that can be translated into information for others as well. it's still for you, specifically you.
others may want the information too, yes. and they receive it. they translate it in the way that works for them, that lets them understand and use it in the way they want to. when they let themselves. but when someone asks them to explain it, they might lose track of what they're understanding. they might get frustrated, trying to explain it. they don't know "how" it works, only that it makes sense to them. this is no different. the same thing.
One of my favored teachers liked to use the saying 'generals of the army of the light'. Something to that effect, I forget the exact, specific words, but Generals in the Army of Light was the concept I always got from it. It always made me curious. Explain? (I credit her for 'tapping me on the shoulder', so to speak, to wake me up more fully and allow me a perspective that can now hear what's being said in a new way.)
It's more combative than what's really happening, but it's not far off. Some might see this as a war between those who would continue to try and perpetuate control through fear and those who would offer free choice. There's a third faction in there: those who would try to control through insisting that only positive thoughts be thought. That's just another level of attempting to control through fear.
Most of these people have no idea what they're doing. In that sense, they're still 'asleep', as people have taken to calling it. They don't need to wake up. they're doing a very "good", important job. They're offering you - all of you - another perspective. showing you another option.
Do you want the option being shown? You get to choose. Ultimately, you get to decide and choose for yourself. This is taking control of your power.
So, that concept of you being a 'general in the army of light': if you make this available to others, you offer them a choice they might not have had before. If you make a choice available "before" others have considered it an option, then you are, in that way, paving a path. A trailblazer.
Yes, trailblazers - those who have new thoughts, new ideas, different ways of thinking from the mass consciousness - are sometimes ridiculed. Sometimes feared. Sometimes dismissed entirely. Sometimes killed for being different. For threatening what people know as 'truth'. For threatening someone else's feeling of safety and control. this is the evolution of mass consciousness.
Feel for yourself. Is it worth it to you? Do you still feel the want or need to share this? It's not to say that those who have suffered at the hands of those gripped by fear - because that's what it all is, in one way or another. fear. - WANTED to be harassed, tortured, killed, pained, hurt, etc. It's not that they wanted that, necessarily. Some might have been curious about it, but ultimately, what was wanted, was the payoff. The evolution of the mass consciousness. The evolution of the mind of this species.
It's safer now to express new ideas than it had been in the past. (cultural and historical past) Have you noticed?
There's still discomfort, and sometimes danger, in it, depending on how and where you spread your ideas. Focus and choose your frequency. Follow your guidance. You're doing well/fine/good/great/wonderful work even if you never share this with another. Acknowledging for yourself, in the privacy of your own mind, is enough. It touches the whole in that way, offering gentle nudges to the mass consciousness that other options are available. The options you come to become available to all. Every option is immediately available to all based upon their frequency and willingness to receive it. It's alright.
if you feel safe to share it - general you, as well as specific you - then share it. If not, then don't. It's alright. You're wonderfully valuable and appreciated regardless. we suggest feeling the frequency of that value for yourself. don't you love it when someone brings you the puzzle piece you needed? some bit of information than puts things together in a way that suddenly makes wonderful sense to you? Offers you clarity? Don't you love that feeling? That's your value.
You are valuable without ever trying. Just experiencing what you call the world around you makes you valuable. Can you feel that frequency? Without falling back into the idea that your worth comes from another's perception of you? Of your work? Of what you do in any given moment?
go back to appreciating the person holding the letter containing the valuable information.
That's you, appreciating you. That's self-love.
That's you (the individual perspective, "ego" you), appreciating you (the universal-source you).
Let that sink in for a while. Play with the idea. Try it. See how it feels to practice it. If you want to. It is always a choice.