The Personal Side

 why share this information? you like feeling special. i like feeling important. if others see this and feel their ability to choose expand, feel like they have another option, feel like they have a better sense of freedom, i feel like i did something important and valuable. if others see and want me for interviews or want to ask me questions to get answers from about their specific perspectives, i feel important and valuable. it's ego, sure. it's part of my personal, specific desire to feel special, worthwhile and important. i love to help others. i can't force help on them. i, and we, can only ever offer freedom of choice. you get to choose. you get to choose whether you believe. you get to choose whether you apply. you get to choose everything for yourself. we love you. all of you. all of who you, specifically, are and all of the perspectives available on the planet. universe, really, but we/you aren't ready to go there quite yet.

 why does it seem only some people can 'channel, when it feels like so many more want the information than are allowing it through? you, the individual you, are focused on wanting answers to questions in a way that can make sense when explained to others. you say you don't want to be a teacher, but that's not entirely true. you deeply want to be understood. this makes sense to you. you want it in a way you can explain it to someone else. thus, you get answers that can be translated into information for others as well. it's still for you, specifically you. others may want the information too, yes. and they receive it. they translate it in the way that works for them, that lets them understand and use it in the way they want to. when they let themselves. but when someone asks them to explain it, they might lose track of what they're understanding. they might get frustrated, trying to explain it. they don't know "how" it works, only that it makes sense to...