3 - An old card-pulling (tarot)

 what was my soul contract coming in here to this life? why did i come forward? what did i come to accomplish? 


chariot

freedom. empowerment. ambitious high achivement. fresh experiences. self-sufficient fulfillment.


king of wands reversed

mind confusing empowerment with domination. don't be controlling. allow others autonomy while staying in your own power. 


page of wands

a unique individual. nonconformist. independent by nature. leave the need for affirmation or approval. will serve others only until i figure out how to have them serve me.  freedom so strong that i would decline offer of fortune with any strings attached. trail-blazer. leader. a secret agent for the greater good. good at camoflaging. in due time able to transform the opinions of others - sway them over - to unity from divisiveness. thought-leader.

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