1 - A Visual

 I am a queen.

calm. poised. collected. fair. just. compassionate. kind. loving. confident. puts up with no bullshit. ruthless in removing bullshit. utterly important (not more important than others, just utterly important).


I am abundance.

visual of chakra tree, flowering at crown with large leaves of money. Money tree growing through chakra line root to crown.


I am wealth. I am. Utter confidence. Knowing.

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